Destiny’s role

A couple of weeks ago I wrote about decisions to be made… Decisions that seemed to be mine and only mine… But I’m starting to see everything with a different clarity.

Destiny can be tricky. When I was most concerned about deciding something that could change the course of my life, then destiny comes along and slaps me around the face (not with a fish this time, LOL!).

It feels nice when every piece of the puzzle falls perfectly into its own place by itself. Very regularly do we fight against the course of our own lives, when it seems pretty much “talked about and decided”. Sometimes we even think that we have some kind of say. And when we have a say and we “say it”, life manages to bend and –sometimes- break us.

So, this time I’m deciding not to take a stand. This time, I’ve seen clearly what destiny has in store for me. And when put in front of me, I’ve not even judged or questioned what or how I should do. I’ve simply jumped in and let myself be dragged with the whole flow of things.

Do you know how it feels? It feels peaceful. It feels like no matter what I do, I’m being where I am supposed to be. And that feeling… oh, boy, that feeling is utterly satisfying!

So I’m up for the challenge now. Life’s about to change and I’m about to change with it. My world spins once again and my only hope is that I don’t get dizzy with it!